I miss my daughter

Today I woke up, and I felt empty inside

I sat myself down and I cried at my loneliness. How can nobody love me? Suddenly, my mother came in. 

Then I realised that I have been loved all my life. I just didnt acknowledge it. Any other love is nothing compared to a mother's love. My mother's love. 

❝ What is so special about my mother's love you ask? ❞

However, no matter how sick she is, she still shows us she loves us in the most trivial ways that we take for granted. From making sure we have taking breakfast when we go to work in the morning. My mother has sacrificed so much for me. So now, I have the best love ever known to man.

A mother's love.

- Le Love

           

Pemilik hatiku.....

Tahukah kamu ku ciumi mu

Di saat kamu terlelap

Tahukah kamu ku dakap kamu

Saat kamu bermimpi

Tahukah kamu ya cuma kamu

Pemilik hatiku

Tahukah kamu hatiku ini

Adalah hatimu

Tahukah kamu di setiap tidurku

Ku kagumi wajahmu

Nanti kau kan tahu

Nanti kau dengar bahwa aku begitu

Kamu, kamu adalah syurga yang ada

Dalam hidupku dalam kenyataanku
Kamu, aku adalah penghuni syurga
Ucapkan salam pada hidup dan mati

Tahukah kamu saat kamu menangis

Adalah air mata ku yang jatuh berlinang

Tahukah kamu saat kamu tersakiti

Adalah aku yang pertama terluka

Tahukah kamu ya cuma aku
Yang punya cinta untukmu
Tahukah kamu ya cuma aku
Yang rela mati untukmu

                                

Your soldier,

Aiman Razman?

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Aiman Razman

This post is dedicated to my lil bro. He asks me to post something about him lol. I don't have idea why he act so GEDIK I told him to create his own blog, but he refuse. Actually, the main reason posting ni, dia nak suruh aku tunjuk kt orang fisrt shoot dia kt Felda Kemelah, Johor. Kira lawa la tu. Merayu, menangis sambil hentak kaki suh aku post jugak. Aku dahla tgh bz this week. Sakit lagi, family lagi, suami lagi (haha) He is my youngest brother. Semua dia mintak dapat. Kekadang aku jeles tapi lepas tido aku lupa la semua yang aku jeles tadi. Masa dia kecik, kalau buat salah, aku and abang la yang teruk kena pukul ngn babah. Terima kasih babah, I love you so much. Lagi satu budak ni salu buat kecoh kt rumah. Asik menendang orang je. Ok lah itu je aku nak cerita. Sorry la aku terpaksa cerita kisah buruk. Aku harap ia jadi pedoman. Aku mmg ada plan nak cerita kisah baik kau tapi aku takda masa nk online lama-lama sebab aku nak layan movie baru kat laptop mak. Kalau nak post panjang-panjang, tunggu aku berhenti kerja dulu. Aku sayangkan kau, kau jaga diri baik-baik. Belajar rajin-rajin, jangan tipu mak babah, jangan jadi macam kisah lalu aku. By the way, nice shoot bebeh ! Next time snap pic aku plak k (:

 ♥

To each and everyone of us :)

I know its kinda late wishing HNY , hehe. 

Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone :)

In 2010, friendships have been very difficult to maintain. Misunderstandings after misunderstandings, bitching after bitching. It was never pleasant.

Although i lost a few friends this year, i found some new ones too. With new friends in my life, the old ones are still treasured.

2010, thank you for being a pain in the ass sometimes. You have thought me the true meaning of friendship, the meaning of hard work, the meaning of appreciation and definitely the meaning of patience.

Being 24 years old now, i beg to differ.

 ♥

But sadly, yesterday night rumah blackout. Heaven sangat rasa !@#$%^&* 

And then we went Giant at 10pm ONLY to buy cocoa powder then trus balik buat cake sempena birthday adik bongsu aku tetiba cake tu tk jadi :")

Pic resepi asal officially from Kak Hana

Sangat cantik if dibandingkan dengan aku punya :")

Actually, sedap memang sedap, haha puji plak tp dia jadi hancur sbb aku terbalikkan cake ni time tgh panas. Abis hancur semua. Maybe sebab ada cheese sket. 

Pastu semua muka nak macamni,

O_O

Eeeei , cake apa ni wei !

T_T

waaaa, i will not make any cake for his month, i swear ! Next month, tengok la macammana.

Yay ?!

After blogwalking on new year midnight, i got this. Nice and thanks :)

Tag for whole my faithful readers.

I’m bored from head to heels, I swear

Dear diary,

I just miss you babe. Actually i am tired so i am going to make this as short as i can ok. Just now my brain is sort of frozen and i am still want to write something because i am so bored to the max here :') Yesterday we went to Felda Purun, Temerloh. It's a real Kampung! Sangat sejuk and nyaman. Sorry no pictures added! Tension tk dpt snap gambar. That time tetiba main camera rosak. 

Here is some delicious moment :)
 This photos was taken before the day we go to Purun.

My siblings yang bakar. Kena kerah dengan babah :P Kak ipar and abang baru balik honeymoon and now ada kt rumah so we all gathering for dinner. Macam-macam ada. Paling best sekali ialah udang goreng tempura! Yang dalam pic tu sket je. Sebab yang lain dah kena NGAP! before snap ;) hehe. 

Well, sorry guys, that's all for today. Sekejap je entry ni kan ? What to do, dah midnight and i shud go to bed since i got seriously headache. Salam my faithful readers! Allah bless you.

' Family is where i can find my truly happiness '

A bit about Aimi Razman

Well i dont know how to describe this feeling .

*blur

If you see me as a cheerful or a talk active girl . spamming around here and there on facebook . twitter or tumblr . thats because in real life . i’m never good in speaking . i’m never good in expressing my feeling verbally , hence i use words . unlike my siblings , i’m never good in speaking or dealing with people . i don’t have much friends , i despise crowd . i feel life is hard when i can't even defense myself !

*sobsob . 


actually i am an interesting ceh . fun loving girl with a good sense of humor . One thing about me that is important to know though is that at first i come of as a very shy individualistic girl but once i get to know people and are comfortable with my environment i am great . yeah !! it is hard for me to make friends but once i make them , it’s great and i am all different . i joke , laugh and humor people and i also get as much as i give. i am a very kind , compassionate, sensitive as my close friends will tell you . i have a tough shell but on the inside i am soft . i am also a very principled person and stand strong on what is right and wrong . i am also a very straight and honest person . i understand and know that we all put on a show sometimes and do not show who we really are or what we feel but some people do this constantly and those kinds of people i cannot stand . *bangga sekejap . 

i may look so strong outside . but deep inside i’m so fragile . shit happens and there’s no way i could escape from them . i often forget why i’m alive in this flawed world . running down the empty road , passing by every single sign just to look for directions . yes ! i , sometimes forget that i have Allah beside me . then if i know that my God would never leave me . why i still feel so alone and lonely while i can pray ? why i still feel afraid for some unknown reasons ? is it because i didn’t worship Him properly ??

*subhanallah , Allah Maha Besar . disappointments , tears and remorse . they often come as a packet in life . i keep talking to myself . i should stop questioning myself about all the things i’ve done in life . i know visualizing how awful my life is would be too unfair without thinking the brighter side . the happiness that i had all this while , should be happened for a reason .*insyallah . i just don’t know why i feel so mellow in these past few days . you know , it really hurts when you think maybe your life ain’t worth a shit . but , maybe i should at least keep fighting for the ones i love , for mak and babah’s sake , for my siblings and my family and of course for the others who really appreciate my existence . *thanks guys , you rocks !

i won’t cry anymore . because i’m trying my best . because i’ll be stronger .

Holiday !

Assalammualaikum readers tercinta , now i br nak update bout my holiday yg past two weeks ago kot coz lately i malas sket nk update yela tu . since cuti sekolah ni , we all diizinkan Allah untuk pergi bercuti . bkn luar negara la . kt KL je . dulu plan macam-macam . nk holiday kt Langkawi la , Johor Bharu la , last-last KL jugak . 

  

baru sampai hotel . muka nk ceria je .

after check in tunggu la kt lobby bout half an hour tunggu bilik siap

tk jugak siap-siap . lama giler service . 2 hours tunggu . muka da macam haram da ni

Now , da naik bilik . cantik and color dia smooth . theme vanila and green .

time ni da mess gila da

Tv ok la besar , luas mata tgk

sori la berselerak sket . korang rajin-rajin la tolong kemas

bathroom ko sume tmpt nk snap gambar

tgk org kt bawah ramai . normal la time petang , suma nk bersantai .

then , tomorow morning bot 9am kot , we all turun swimming !

 tanpa diganggu org len :)

ok this is next hotel .  nice sgt room dia .

aku tatau nape adik aku ni happy gila smpi jd mcmni

yang sorang lg ni , duk diam je

and yg sorang lg ni guling-guling atas lantai

aku tertarik dgn benda alah ni sbb dia sgt serupa dgn alas makanan kt umah aku .

teehee , best gila merangkak kt lantai ni . tejukkk

yehu , itu je i nk share wit you all . time jalan-jalan we all tk sempat snap gambar pun coz busy beli barang kikiki . busy la sgt . tp mmg btul pn =) we all satu family w/o abg went to KL dalam 2 hari 3 malam . and the last day , pergi visit ayah de sbb dia baru balik haji . itu je la . fun and happy juga . coz dpt stuffs yg i nak . puas hati sgt . thanks Allah :)

Eid Mubarak

Eid Mubarak to those celebrating (for few days ago) and have a good day the rest of you . 

We had a wonderful AidilAdha ! what a great day full of love and laughs , i hope you all have a great day too insyallah :)

Pekan , Royal Town

Mari bang , mari kak , satay satay !

sedap and lembut je

from left ---> abg , kak yati , me , atok , acik , babah , sesha , eman

candid sekali

makan ketupat , rendang sume ada

so hows your eid ??

nah , ada posing sket from me sempena Raya Haji ni teeheee ;)

ok , wishing you all have joyful time ! muach cupcupcup