I worked on two episodes with you

Two people who were together once but for one reason they can't be. It's about starting over again after ending a relationship and realizing that nothing feels as good as it did with the last. That it's not just because they grew together but because they have more chemistry together than others. Realizing that and realizing they will never feel that again with another person and realizing that they will never feel it with them again. They're not making love anymore, they're just going through the motions and every single night she spend with someone else, she miss how he knew exactly where to put his hands and how to hold her and how he smelt.

There was another man that those around her. Be with someone she actually doesn't love. 

"And we ignored our others, happy plans 

And that delicate look upon your face"

"Do you come together ever with him? 

And is he dark enough, enough to see your light? 

And do you brush your teeth before you kiss? 

Do you miss my smell? 

And is he bold enough to take you on? 

Do you feel like you belong? 

And does he drive you wild or just mildly free?

What about me?"

He is asking if she regrets going to the other man and is wondering if he ever meant anything to her or if it was just his imagination even though he knows at heart that he is the one she loves.

"And I know I make you cry. 

I know sometimes you wanna die. 

But do you really feel alive without me?

If so, be free, if not, leave him for me. 

Before one of us has accidental babies."

It is like a last try to catch hold of her again. He is asking her if she will ever be happy with him and if she will then he will try his best to let her go. But, if she won't then he wants her again and is begging her to come back and forget them before they have both gone too far, leaving them with regrets and things that will forever separate them.

***

I have always loved you, and you know that. Ever since I was twenty three years old, when we laid, learning and growing in love, I have always love you. I have tried to let you go and found someone that moves me more than you, but no one can beat the way you make me feel.

You make me feel like I couldn't be anyone better but the person I am when I am with you. You live there, and I live here, which is why it has never worked. I would have followed you always, and you never knew that.

I see my whole life with you. I run to you. I got hooked onto you. I got addicted to your smell and fell in love with your body and felt so warm in your arms.

We're we are now. In second episodes.