Apparently

Apparently I’m a writer now. My subject is you. You get a whole folder on my computer and a whole hole in my heart.

I really like you, 

who pays attention to the smallest details about me. It’s cute when you know the little things I like, things I hate, and small random facts about me. It’s nice if you don’t just pay attention to the big things and actually know me. It’s such a surprise to hear when you know something about me that I didn't even know that you knew.

My door will always be open for you.

Everything is Temporary

Nothing is permanent. Especially people. Don’t have your hopes high, friends become strangers, lovers become friends. And people leave.

Depending on the way you look at it, this can be either a good or a bad thing.

If your current situation sucks, it’s not permanent. If you are unemployed, it’s not permanent. If you hate your hair cut, it’s not permanent. Things change, you have the ability to change things, things will change over time. So do people. I’m realizing that everyone comes into our lives for a reason, but maybe some people just aren’t meant to stay there forever. Especially the good people. You fight so hard to keep them around, but some are just passing through. It’s like they temporarily come into our lives to bring us something like a gift, a blessing, or a lesson we need to learn and that’s their only purpose. If you pay attention, you can keep that gift forever. 

Nothing gold can stay,

I have learned to stop loving someone. Unfortunately,I'm starting not to love anyone else either

When a girl stick with liking one guy for a long time through all the craps he gives her

It doesn't mean she doesn't see it

 It means she actually loves him. 

When a girl never holds his promises that he'll prove that he'll changed himself one day

It doesn't mean she doesn't waiting a new him 

It means she actually loves him. 

When a girl never reply any email from this one guy

It doesn't mean she didn't read any incoming mail from this one guy

It means she actually loves him. 

When a girl still keeping a folder in her laptop related to this one guy

It doesn't mean she doesn't just keep it

It means she actually loves him. 

Until one day, 

She found this one guy with another new girlfriend.......

I am such an asshole to myself. I read our old love notes. I listen to our songs. I think about what you are doing and when you are doing, if you are thinking of me. I look at the pictures, you take with those girls.

I have to fix this broken. Alone.

As much as I love you and as much as I want you to continue being a part of my life, I know that you aren’t the right one for me. It’s not that I don’t believe in us and it’s not that I don’t want us to progress and actually “happen.” It’s just that inside of me, there’s a driving force that has brought this to my attention. 

You’re telling me to “go with the flow” and take our “relationship” as it is because if we “love” each other, things will work out for the best. I disagree. Things don’t just “work out.” There’s no such thing as a “destiny” that you have to follow explicitly. I’m a hard worker and I want my hard work to pay off. I don’t believe in sitting on your ass hoping that things will get better. You’re not doing anything to change things; they don’t get better. Everyone’s life is fucked up in some way or another, but it’s up to the individual to do something about it. Therefore, if you don’t want to “work at” our “relationship” then I don’t want to either. I’m tired. With all the energy I put into you and “us” I could finish the next year’s worth of homework. 

Plus, I’m still young. There should be no reason for me to be tied down yet. Especially not in this type of stressful situation, especially not with you. I’d say I’m sorry but I’m not. The only person I’m sorry to is myself for wasting all my time searching for something that wasn't there to begin with.

Currently : AIMI DOESN'T NEED A GUY TO BE HAPPY

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You want to know your friends secret? Let's cross out what applied to you and then ask your friend too =)

 OK, lets cross out ! ( me highlight je )

 My Personality:

• I'm down-to-earth
• People like me because I am so straightforward and real. 
• I’m loud (around certain people)
• I’m cocky
• I'm a true romantic
• I cry easily
• I'm listen to my own instincts
• I have a bad temper 
• I’m easy to get along with
• I have more enemies than friends
• I’ve smoked and it is fun actually
• I'm unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean
• I clean my room
• I drink coffee daily
• I'm an efficient problem solver because I will listen to both sides of an argument
• I'm very competitive
• I made fun of someone in the past week
• I'm not afraid to say something to someone else’s face
• I tend to think people are a bit jealous of you 
• I've made someone cry by just saying something to them
• I'm very good with words 
• I want to be successful in life
• I love to win 

My Appearance:

• I'm Hijab
• I wear eyeliner
• I wear eye-shadow
• I wear lip gloss
• I wear lipstick
• I often wear Baju Kurung
• I prefer wear leggings than jeans
• I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
• I love vintage style
• I love simple
• I wear glasses
• I have braces 
• I change my hair colour often
• I straighten my hair often
• I have piercings
• I bring my handbag when I'm outside
• I love wearing high heels

Relationships:

• I have boyfriend/girlfriend
• I'm married
• I’m in a relationship now
• I’m single
• I’m crushing
• I’m in love
• I’m always scared of being hurt
• I hate marriage
• I still waiting the best one in my life
• Relationship sucks and I have learned to stop loving someone
• An ex has physically abused me, at least once
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
• I’ve been in love more than two times
• I believe in love at first sight
• I'm very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people I don’t really like

Friendships:

• I have a bestfriend
• I have a two-faced best friend
• I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
• I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
• I can trust at least five people with my life
• I’m still iffy about my trust.
• Friendship sucks!
• I don't trust my friend actually
• I like helping others who needs help
• I love cam-whore with my friends
• My friends and I are like brothers and sisters
• I don't have any best friend
• Best friend is just my enemy

Family Life:

• I get along with both of my parents 
• My parents are seperated
• My biological parents are still together
• I have at least one brother
• I have at least one sister
• I am the only girl in my siblings
• I have at least one step brother/sister
• I have at least one half brother/sister
• I’ve been kicked out of my house
• I’ve ran away from home
• I’ve made my parents cry
• I’ve lied to my parents 
• I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
• I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
• I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
• I don’t live with my parents
• Parent(s) are screwed up and gone
• My family is everything to me
• I'm not close with my father
• I love listening music loudly when my parents are not at home

School/College:

• I’ve yelled at a teacher/lecturer
• I’ve been suspended
• I’ve had an in-school suspension
• I’ve been sent to the principals office
• I’ve walked out of class
• I’ve skipped an entire day of school
• I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
• I’ve failed a test
• I’ve cheated on a test 
• I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
• I’ve failed math
• I’ve failed science
• A teacher has called my parents

Hehe i'm done! How about you ?It's fun! And people will know a bit about your personality by crossing out this personality test. Don't cheat ok! Please cross out correctly that matching with your personality and your life. 

BEWARE!!!

Nowadays people don't look at your personality first. People judge you automatically by your looks, and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don’t like your looks, they don’t get to know you. That’s how reality is. Remember, BEAUTY GETS THE ATTENTION BUT, PERSONALITY GETS THE HEART.

P/S : Sayangness! I just did the personality test thing.  I like to think this is pretty accurate =) Find out here: http://www.personaldna.com/tests.php .

UPDATE !!
Sorry, I suppose tag people in this Cross Out Personality. Urghh! Pelupa!
OK, I pick 6 friends and then don't forget to tag your friends too =)
MJ
Nadiah
Zaty
Ainn
Alia
Lolaa

3 stories in 1 (Quick Update!)

Assalammualaikum adik manis =D


1. Buffered Earnings

I am very busy right now and I really miss my blog and also you, my readers. I had planned not to focus on blogging anymore but since I check my Nuffnang account, it was surprised me! I got Buffered Earnings. Praise to Allah. Alhamdulillah. I just do not know why i got BE so damn quickly because I have just registered Nufnang about 2 months ago! So now i believe, Rezqi from Allah comes in many forms ;)

2. Alia sayang

Oh, of course she is a blogger and sangat lovely and sangat comel! She wrote about me at her blog! I was touched and feel appreciated. Thanks sister. Yea ok we will always keep in touch insyallah. And i will be your good advisor since i'm elder than you :)

3. Quotes of the day

As i promised, I will serve you with the beautiful quotes. Do you remember? Tak ingat pun takpelah

ok lets check out!

Now I'm gonna blog about 'single quote'. 

 Don't worry if you're single. God's looking at you right now, saying, 

" I'm saving this girl for someone special "

Therefore, Muslims and Muslimahs, don’t beat yourself up if your crush does not show an interest in you, or if you have been single for a very long time. Allah has a plan for you, all of you :)

P/S : Puh-lease tick pada mana yang berkenaan :p

❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ WHO CARES ? I'M AWESOME

Am I too sexy, people?

Keep your mind positive, buddies ♥

When nobody loves you, no one cares for you, everyone is ignoring you and people are jealous of you, you should really ask,

Have a good day ahead, peers ♥ ! You know buddies, i have plenty of inspiring and interesting quotes that i'll be sharing with you guys on next post, Insyaallah.

Quick update :)