My Heart Exploding Words.

: This is just exists.

DAY 1
Dear Diary. I hate Liars. I hate friends that lie. I hate friends that keep things from you that they seem to enjoy telling everyone else about. Words of my mum; Things are always less extreme when you come out and say it at first.

DAY 2
I lived my whole life honestly. I swear, I did. I didn’t do things to hurt people. I didn’t lie to people (of course small lies I did), and I tried to be a good girl.

DAY 3

Commitment is really important for me, really. If I’m in a relationship, then it means I commit for him, and only him. But for now, I just love being single. I’m not afraid of commitment. I’m just not ready for another commitment. This week, I met a lot of immature man out there. They love to tease girls and act like macho la sangat. You're totally sort of son of bitch.

DAY 4

I'm sure have a lot to say, for the one who walked away.
People who give up on something worthwhile, on love, on dreams, on the future, on me are not worth my time. I’m sorry but I’ve started deleting people from my life. If I stopped talking to you, you’re most likely one of them. So stop with the drama, please. Our time was long ago. You missed your chance. Let me move on and be happy, we’ve both walked our separate ways. Enough with the drama.

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Take a breath and listen this meaningful song.

Girl in a Coma - Their Cell

So I'm saving all my secrets, oh, for a deaf man

blabber on I blabber on

I stare empty at a wall 

Oh, oh, oh..

and make it try to sing along

Oh, oh...

carry on I carry on

now you’re shackled all you pain is stiff

tattooed lovers they don't like to reminisce

keep pictures of those people you once loved

in a safe oh in a safe

oh no you lost the combination oh no you have the wrong address

scribble names unscramble names

now oh you’re shackled all your pain is stiff

I know, I know, I know you’re planning your vengeance

well, tattooed lovers they don't like to reminisce

who knows, who know, who knows what name they're screaming now

so I'm saving all my secrets, oh, for a deaf man

well I blabber on, I blabber on and on and on and on

you lost the combination, oh no, you, you have the wrong address

scribble names unscramble names

see this world is not just a ball

of vagueness you can just bounce off

see this world is not just a ball

of vagueness you can just bounce off

dear Jane, well I wrote this line to say 

hope you still can recall my name

dear Jane, I wish everything is okay

oh Jane, forgive all they may say

dear Jane, well I wrote this line to say 

I hope you still can recall my name

Seriously can't stop listening to this song !