: This is just exists.
DAY 1
Dear Diary. I hate Liars. I hate friends that lie. I hate friends that keep things from you that they seem to enjoy telling everyone else about. Words of my mum; Things are always less extreme when you come out and say it at first.
DAY 2
I lived my whole life honestly. I swear, I did. I didn’t do things to hurt people. I didn’t lie to people (of course small lies I did), and I tried to be a good girl.
DAY 3
Commitment is really important for me, really. If I’m in a relationship, then it means I commit for him, and only him. But for now, I just love being single. I’m not afraid of commitment. I’m just not ready for another commitment. This week, I met a lot of immature man out there. They love to tease girls and act like
macho la sangat. You're totally sort of son of bitch.
DAY 4I'm sure have a lot to say, for the one who walked away.
People who give up on something worthwhile, on love, on dreams, on the future, on me are not worth my time. I’m sorry but I’ve started deleting people from my life. If I stopped talking to you, you’re most likely one of them. So stop with the drama, please. Our time was long ago. You missed your chance. Let me move on and be happy, we’ve both walked our separate ways. Enough with the drama.
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Take a breath and listen this meaningful song.
Girl in a Coma - Their Cell
So I'm saving all my secrets, oh, for a deaf man
blabber on I blabber on
I stare empty at a wall
Oh, oh, oh..
and make it try to sing along
Oh, oh...
carry on I carry on
now you’re shackled all you pain is stiff
tattooed lovers they don't like to reminisce
keep pictures of those people you once loved
in a safe oh in a safe
oh no you lost the combination oh no you have the wrong address
scribble names unscramble names
now oh you’re shackled all your pain is stiff
I know, I know, I know you’re planning your vengeance
well, tattooed lovers they don't like to reminisce
who knows, who know, who knows what name they're screaming now
so I'm saving all my secrets, oh, for a deaf man
well I blabber on, I blabber on and on and on and on
you lost the combination, oh no, you, you have the wrong address
scribble names unscramble names
see this world is not just a ball
of vagueness you can just bounce off
see this world is not just a ball
of vagueness you can just bounce off
dear Jane, well I wrote this line to say
hope you still can recall my name
dear Jane, I wish everything is okay
oh Jane, forgive all they may say
dear Jane, well I wrote this line to say
I hope you still can recall my name
Seriously can't stop listening to this song !
